Thursday, April 6, 2023

Tanha...

Sab toh hai ....sabkuchh hai ,  fir bhi kiyon mahsoosh hota hai kareeb walon se ye duriyaan. sath rah ke bhi nazdeekiyan tanhayee mein badal rahi hai. Apna paraaye se lag rahe hai.... log badal rahe hai ya main, kiyon ye prasna pichha hi nhi chhorti... 

                     sath rahna or sath jeena do alag baat hai or sath rahke sath-sath jeevan jeena ye alag baat hai... na shart hongi , na hi roktok, nahi koi judg kare.......... sirf hal hi toh nikal na hai paresaniyon ka ...fir bhi itna takrao itna manmotao kis baat ki ... samassya ayi hai toh hum baat kar ke suljha bhi toh sakte hai, nah ki ek duje se takrake...... in sab ke bich ek duje ke liye jo sanmaan or pyar kahi na kahi dumm tod deti hai..... aant me ye samajh aate aate bohot der ho chuki hoti hai.




                                                                                                                                     apki nupur

Tuesday, November 10, 2020

digitalization...

Ajkal ki likhawat bhi kitni robotic ho gayi hai ... Kaagaj se page tak ki doori... or sihaayi se keypad.... ab toh poorani kaagaj ki khusboo bhi nhi aati iss digital life me..... bas ek thakawat si rahjaati hai .



                                    Apki nupur..

Monday, November 9, 2020

jaan me jaan ayi...

Jaan me jaan anaa... suna hai bohot bar ye kahawat .... per aj feel kiya...

Puchu (kutta) meri Mohalle ki jaan, Sab use pyar se sundari bulate hai.. or wo meri pyari puchu hai infact sab ki pyari hai. sab ki laadli kuch dino se bejaan pari thi darwaje ke bahar kinare pe... maine or jinhone  bohot kareeb se use dekha hai or chahte hai... sab ki chahre bhi bejaan si ho gayi thi... mano pure Mohalle ki chamak hi gayab ho... diwali Kareeb ane  wali hai ... or is roshni ki tayohaar pe andhera sa ane lga hai... sabne puchu ki khayal rakkhi.. maine bhi rakkhi .. meri subha ki suruat hi uski muskan or chamak se hoti hai... sirf ek awaj me wo chali ati hai mere paas , bas kuchhdino se chahak na bandh kar diya hai, sirf awaj se ek jhalak dekh leti hai... dawa,  doctor kuch kami nhi ki humne...



Aj subha uth ke hi dhundne lagi use.... mili paros ki mandal saheb ki gadi ke niche, dekh rahi thi mujhe. Maine aaj sonch hi liya tha aj admit kar dungi hospital me. Per sayad ye admission ki noubat hi na aye mann me ye bhi sonch rhi thi... usne kuch dino se kuch nhi khaya khudse... aj usne khudse khane ki koshis ki .... maine khilayi khudse use 8 biscuit pani me dubo dubo ke.... firse mohalle me khusiyon ki roshni jhalak ne lage gi ... aj toh sach me 'jaan me jaan agayi ' meri bhi or puchu ki bhi. Isbar mohalle ki diwali bhi khushiyon ki diwali ho... hope for the best .

                                       Apki nupur

Sunday, November 8, 2020

mann marjeeyan

Chah ke bhi rok nhi payi.... hazaro koshis meri dhari ki dhari rah gayi....
... bas koshis hi karte rahe... kabhi adhikar na jataya... sayad itni himmat hi nhi thi...

                                    Apki nupur 

Saturday, November 7, 2020

Virus

 Corona ne fir se zindagi jeena sikha diya... 

.....hume fir se likhna sikha diya or thahar ke bhi chalna sikha diya... 
 

                                      

                                           Apki nupur 

Badlao..

 Waqt ke irade pal pal badal rahe.... mousam ki halat aur bhi nazuk ho rhi hai.... kabhi insaniyat ki mousam toh kabhi politics ki .... 




                                      Apki nupur..

Silent

 Bohot dino se soch rahi kuch likhu but kya likhu ,kahan se suru karu sonch hi nhi pa rhi... chuppi si lagi hai bohot dino se... 

Mann ki baat mann me hi rahte rahte dhundli si ho gayi hai... mano ki yaaden ko delhi ki fogg ne chhun li ho... 

Ajj se likhne ki suruat toh ki hai... kabtak continue kar paungi nhi janti... infact koi meri  sabdon ko  samjh payega bhi ki nhi .. nhi pta.. ek dubidha hai mann me sayad main hi na samjha paun kisiko khud ki baate... pta nhi ... 

Phir bhi chahti hu aplog agraha dikhayen... 


                                   Apki nupur..

Tanha...

S ab toh hai ....sabkuchh hai ,  fir bhi kiyon mahsoosh hota hai kareeb walon se ye duriyaan. sath rah ke bhi nazdeekiyan tanhayee mein bada...